Sunday, November 30, 2008;
8:21 PM
I really didn't know what went wrong in my mind...
i know you will be reading this..
you're right...i admit i do doubt you at times...
and thats because i doubt myself in the first place...
everytime i start thinking pessimisticly,
i will start to doubt myself.
and it further expands itself into doubting you.
and maybe the first time i hurt you,
didn't really give me a knock on my head...
cos i only thought i doubted you..
only, now then i realised...
its not you who i doubt,
its me...
and as long as i don't get over this barrier,
history will definitely repeat itself...
and NO! you're not to blame...
i know saying sorry ain't gonna help.
i know you had never doubted me...
and i know you will go through this with me?
cos now i know, even after how much hurt i had
inflicted on you...
you will still stand by me at the end of the day...
surporting me,
and loving me...
i know this is a major obstacle for us,
but i know it, somewhere in my heart, that
we can go through this together ...
i know i have hurt you, by not trusting you...
but i know it wont happen again..
and i'm not promising you this time...
for this time i know it.
ESCAPE.
Thursday, November 27, 2008;
4:42 PM
GOSH...!!!
i keep choking on WATER!!!
and if i remember correctly,
i choke on water everyday...
since -dunno when-
and i'm getting pretty irritated by these frequent chokes...
looks lyk i have to go attend a class,
which teaches people how to drink water...
WITHOUT CHOKING!
okay anw,
nth much today...
should have went out!
damn!
nvm, i shall post when i really have
something to post about...
WAIT!
MY SPEAKER IS SPOILT!
okay, i'm done! C:
byebye!
y'know i will forever be there for you,
baby, i love you...
ESCAPE.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008;
4:00 PM
argh... damn bored...
shd have went out...
haixz...
i'll just say hi and...
now im gonna say bye...
bye...
ESCAPE.
Sunday, November 23, 2008;
9:21 PM
yELLOw! PEAple... hmm,
rotted the whole day...
i find my life boring...
haixz..
okay,going camp tmr...
thought i could rest after the trip,
but guess not...
so, bye again PEAple...
hahs...
BABY,remember that i will love you always...
C: C: C:
ESCAPE.
;
1:00 AM
gosh,im still not sleeping... oh well...
i shall just do a short post...
went to cousin's house today, celebrated 3
PEA-ple's bday... hmm i stayed in bed until close to 5?
yeah yeah im a pig...
but i was rotting ...
yeah okay nth else..
buh bye...
i have faith in you,
i trust you,
i love you...
ESCAPE.
Friday, November 21, 2008;
6:34 PM
yELLOw! PEAple!
miss me yarh? hehe...
okay okay.. im not gonna bore all of you abt what i did there,,,
if not i might as well write a novel C:
okay just roughly what i did yarh?
hmm, reached hongkong ard 7...
took a car to shenzhen..
checked into hotel and settled down and stuff...blahblah...
ate dinner and thats it for day 1 lols...
shopped for electronics during day 2...
THEMEPARK on day 3 C:
shopped and shopped for the rest of the days...
but i didnt buy anything -.-
okay, im so glad to be home C:
missed everyone,
especially baby C:
okay byebye...
im gonna do other random stuffs... seeya PEAple!
i have no doubts about the love you have for me,
im glad to have you with me,
and i love you for the person you are.
ESCAPE.
Friday, November 14, 2008;
6:34 PM
third post for today, haixz, im seriously bored
okay.. just posting to say bye
to everyone :C
gonna miss all of you...
yeah i know i said it before..
i thought i was gonna die of boredom all day,
but at least i talked to baby just now C:
woohoo!
okay im officially crazy!
well, cant help it =P
already miss you,
going to miss you,
but i forever will love you.
ESCAPE.
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2:18 PM
woo, see how bored i am...
2nd post for today...
but anw, it would be a long time before i post again
haixz.....gonna miss everyone..
hmm.. im lyk SuPeR bored right now...
and im going craaaaaazy, and i think im fine with it C:
boredom kills eh...
i totally agree......cos blood is leaking from my eyes...
JOKING!
well, actually i have sth i wanna post about..
its the human's mind...
i dun get it.. why do we humans always think
so negatively??
sometimes i just wanna get a knock on my head,
hitting everything inside out...
and not knowing what's going on around me...
BUT...
the things which i wanna keep inside...
my memories C:
okay, tag me PEA-ple, i dun care if you wanna spam
cos i dun mind... just say whateva you wanna
say... and i wont bother what you PEA-ple think of me...
so go ahead spam my cbox C:
im challenging all of you C:
ohkay, byebye?
i will protect you,
i will be there for you.
i will love you.
ESCAPE.
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10:17 AM
lols,yELLOw ppl!!
okay, who blogs in the morning? -.-
nvn i just felt lyk doing it and so i will..
woohoo the holiday is boring..
haixz
just bored to death every day..
but somehow i just feel
hyped up and crazy right now..
maybe cos i just woke up but...
nah its just me C:
hmm,
flying off tmr... haixz...
6 days..
im gonna miss everyone?
but nvm hope you guys think of me...
ITS A MUST C:
okay okay,
bored bored bored..
maybe if im veri bored later i will post
again yarh?
seeya PEAple =P
i will understand,
i will be there,
for you.
ESCAPE.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008;
9:06 PM
yELLOw! ppl...
today was another boring day; stucked at home.
marcus called me early morning ask me
go WWW...
man, really wanted to go..
but haixz. stayed at home and rot instead..
dad wants me to say at home -.-
i think i can just die, staring at the comp all day..
seriously boring..
haixz, there's lyk so many problems in life..
why cant EVERYONE just be happy??
hopefully that wish of mine can come true eh?
hmm..
im just gonna post how bored im feeling right now and for
the whole day...
so, if you dont wanna see it, you dont have to..
im just lyk bored stiff... tick tock tick tock..
thats all i hear, while the hands of the clock
slowly ticks by..
and i just continue rotting or stoning infront of the comp..
hmm, and i just realised, more and more ppl falling ill huh
so to those not feeling well, i hope you get well soon..
ahh.. im having a stomach ache right now...
not feeling very well either.. haixz.
thats all yarh..
bye
bye..
i love you,
i miss you,
i cant stop thinking of you...
Labels: F o R e V a
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Monday, November 10, 2008;
9:58 PM
okay, short post yarh..
just came back from the bbq...
it was kinda okay i guess...
gather as a class C:
eat and eat ..
lols, and marcus raided 90% of the otah!!
thought he was joking when he said that he was gonna raid it..
but he proved it C:
well, and fine, he did share some with me...
so i ate quite a few too C:
okay okay.. post more another time..
im tired.. bye.
i miss you...
want you by my side...
i think of you all the time baby...
i love you soooooo much...
more than you do...
don;t bargain!!
Labels: its foreva
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Saturday, November 8, 2008;
10:07 PM
yELLOw! ppl... hehe okay so this shall be my new
greeting ehh?? i know its rather random,but who cares... i wanna greet this
way C:
so, instead of boring you ppl with how bored i am,which i must agree that i
am super duper bored .. i shall post random stuffs yarh?
hmm, okay i was lyk using the comp about the whole day, while balancing
a ball on my head... HEHE joking LoLs...
didnt had much peace though... all my cousins were
screaming and ........ erm, cant think of another word, but i shall use
bleh-ing... sorry for the randomness.. cos i rlly cant think of another word :/
anw, no peace today.. and you must be wondering why dont i join them..
but i tell you, they are all younger than me ...
the things they play just doesnt suit me yeah..
so yah, just used the comp all the way, while
rotting/stoning/evaporating?/ letting time pass/ FLYING?
hehe okay okay.. so basically time passes so slowly...
but then, when i look back into the past, i just realised that i waste loads of time
when that extra amount of time,
could be used for sth more meaning ful eh?
but anyways, no use crying over spilt milk..
hopefully, i can make good use of precious time in the future.. C:
hmm, i just recalled sth... mardhi wanted me to write sth abt the homies, and esp praise how
good himself(mardhi) is ... well okay fine... i shall do it..
Marcus- humourous and a very good fren.. you can say that he is lyk
the leader of our homies yeah? he knows how to cheer
ppl up.. and for that .. 3 thumbs up! dun ask whr i get a third thumb =P
joaquin- he is yet another funny guy...he knows when to show his concern when
any of us were down... he knew went to leave us alone when we
wanted to be alone... so he is a very thoughtful guy ehh.. very willing to help
out C:
benNNnnNNnnNN- hehe, just a great guy... he knows how to FEEL for anyone one of
us... lyk when a person is sad, he feels sad .. but if a person is happy, he feels happy too C:
get along very well with all of our homies...and very hyper at times...
hahas, and now finally yes it is the pink gorilla!!! lols joking
okay okay its MARDHI!!
he is a very good fren ... and the clown of the homies..
you could say without him, we wouldnt have lyk became
so close and stuff.. anw, he really noes how to cheer a person up..
yeah yeah , he might be a joker, but he can
be super serious at times... anw, out of all the homies, he was the one
who without fail, be there for me... not saying that the rest didnt...
and i really appreciated that .. thanks to all my homies..
okay back to mardhi, hmm, you want me to post abt ur good points?? thats
hard..
LOLS JOKING ...
you're just an excellent friend!! could say my bestest one too C:
i cant stop thinking of you, i yearn to hear your voice,
i miss you whenever you're not with me.
im lyk dying whenever you're away from me,
you're the person who heals my lonely heart
you're the missing piece of my puzzle
you're the reason that im smiling
i want to look out for you
i want to be there for you
i love you jinglin, i seriously do C:
ESCAPE.
Friday, November 7, 2008;
4:25 PM
yELLOw! to the ppl out there... C:
hmm, ytd was fun C:
went to sentosa and got wet!
it was just a very fun and memorable day yeah?
okay okay, im rotting at home now... going out for dinner later...
AND........................
AND
AND
i shall go sleep now cos im SUPER- DUPER- ULTRA- POMELO -JELLY bored =P
Labels: iloveyou...happy 4th mth baby
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